Oh dear I am suffering today. Yesterday, the boys and I were having a bit of a go at the alpacas, because they were there, and they were getting attention from some people staying in the house. All of a sudden little ‘Shitface’ pushed me off of the top of the wall. I fell a long way and landed on my tail. The strange looking animals came running over to me, and I was scared in case they wanted to hurt me. The big person picked me up and took me into the house and made sure I was ok, but today I feel as though someone has beaten me up. When they took me for a walk this morning, I could not wag my tail and it hurt to move it out of the way to have a poo.
I’m trying to keep out of the way of Shitface and the big boy because I don’t want to get hurt again, so I have been hiding in the ‘dog room’ with Geri, hoping she will look after me. It feels a little better since the big person put something in my mouth and held it shut for a while, he kept rubbing my throat until it made me swallow and then he let me go.
Hopefully, soon I will feel back to my normal self and be able to wag my tail like normal. To top it all off the loud bangs have started again, and that makes me very scared and reminds of when I ran away from the horrible men because I didn’t like all the noise.
I’m a little bit sad still. There were 3 of us when I first opened my eyes. We could n’t see anything apart from leaves and a brightness in the sky. When we were able to walk about on our own my silver grey brother disappeared one day. I think the nice people that kept cuddling us may have taken him… sniff! There were just 2 of us little kittens left, and we did everything together. Snuggled up on the chairs, and jumped on top of each other in the morning and night, when it was cooler. One day she went away too. I could see her over the fence, but she was n’t moving. It was either the big noisy machine that moves fast on the track or the giant bird in the sky that dropped her. I don’t know which. The man took her away and I never ever saw her again … sniff.
My big brother Xavi has been looking after me and lets me cuddle up to him, and rub my face on him. I love my Mummy very much but she wants me to be all grown up and be independent and not even drink from her anymore… sniff.
When my sister was here lots of people gave us lovely food, now we only get dry biscuits from the lady, but at least she feeds us. I’m growing big now, and soon I’ll be as big as my two brothers and I’ll be able to look after Mummy. Already I’m being very brave and stand staring at the giant animals that shout loudly at us, and I eat the funny tall animals food too.
Hopefully I can stay here forever, I love it here!!